We Are So Much More Than Our Thighs
“Mom, are my thighs too big?” my 11 year old recently asked.
I tried to hide my expression, and responded, “Do you think your thighs are too big?”
“I don’t know.”
“No”, I said. “Your thighs are strong. They’re home to the muscles that make you super-fast on the field. Your legs are perfect just as they are.”
We talked about taking care of her body and staying healthy and strong.
And then my mind returned to a time when I was about ten or eleven…the very same age.
I was sitting on a picnic bench with my two best childhood friends. Kim was to my left, Michele to my right. We were scrunched together, hip to hip. One of them said, “Let’s see who has the biggest thighs.”
I don’t remember who “won” that contest, but I know that from there on out, I was uncomfortably aware of my thighs.
Were they too big? Did they look fat? I didn’t like how they spread out when I sat. How were my legs supposed to look?
Do you remember the first time you felt uncomfortable about parts of your body?
For so many women, attaching our self-worth to our appearance began at a very young age.
And when we attach our self-worth to something outside of ourselves, the cycle of self-judgment becomes hard to escape.
We tell ourselves we aren’t good enough. Because when it comes to appearance, there is always someone (thinner, prettier, taller, shapelier, better-dressed, or more youthful) to compare ourselves to.
It took me years to realize how much of my self-worth I was attaching to my appearance. My neat appearance offset deep-rooted insecurities in other areas.
Yet even in those moments when I felt most put-together on the outside, I was never at peace within.
So what if the tender issues, when our inner critic sounds the loudest, are the exact places we need to explore for true transformation?
I had hoped that in the almost 40 years since sitting on that picnic bench, things would be different for women. Yet, our girls are still burdened with poor body image.
And as women, we continue to judge ourselves harshly for our imperfections.
And when we judge ourselves harshly for not meeting our (often unrealistic) imagined standards of beauty, we give away our power.
Learning to embrace our imperfections cultivates self-acceptance and self-worth, inspiring us to become the best version of ourselves.
There is a saying that, “More is caught than taught”. The degree to which my daughter embraces self-acceptance depends largely on what she learns from watching me.
My actions speak louder than my words. Self-acceptance and self-care are powerful acts of love and freedom for myself, for my daughter, and for all women. When I place trust in my body, I can respond to its need from love and not fear and self-control.
These days, caring for my body looks like:
Noticing the voice of my inner critic, while allowing for a more compassionate, supportive voice to emerge.
Choosing to love my body for its energy and strength. It a part of who I am and who I hope to become.
Granting myself permission to take breaks when I am clearly at my limit (rather than looking for the nod from others that it’s ok to slow down).
Setting aside time to properly nourish myself through balanced meals (rather than mindlessly eating while multitasking).
Inviting in play, relaxation and creativity (detaching from work and a productivity mindset).
The breakthroughs keep coming.
I want them for my daughter too.
I want them for all women.
We get to choose to love our perfectly imperfect selves. Loving your body is realizing that it is good, as-is. Your goodness has nothing to do with the size of your thighs or a number on the scale.
Are there parts of your body that you have been judging harshly?
Our unloving thoughts are an open invitation to practice greater self-compassion.
What kind, empowering thoughts could you think instead? (They’re the same kind and compassionate words you might tell your daughter or friend.)
Embody those loving words.
Love yourself well, perfectly imperfect.
All of you.
With you on the path to full self-acceptance.
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